Just when I say that name my stomach starts so turn. Why am I so in love with him? I have never felt like this before! Maybe it's his grace, and charm. Or maybe his smile, and his eyes. I have no idea. All I know is that I'm in love with him!
Levi and I have been like brother andd sister sence I was born. He was my brothers best friend, and our neighbor. When we were young, we would get in tiny fights because he would try t show off and I hated that. He is two years older then me, meaning he is in 9th grade, and high school.
Me only being in middle school, saw him last year. He was perfect, but it took me a long time to figure out that I was in love with him. When I told him this, he said he loved me too, but he liked other girls, and he didn't want to go out with me because he didn't want to ruin our friendship.
The thing is, is that he is going to high school next year, and is probably going to meet other people and not like me as much, or at all. I get to nervous to speak to him, so when we talk on myspace(haha) he usually shows his affection for me there...
BUT HE BARELY MESSAGES ME ANYMORE! And I am seriously going crazyy! I want him, I need him, and I LOVE HIM! He can't just let me go! I had a dream about him graduating but still staying with me last night, and I woke up smiling. I am falling so hard, and fast, that I just passed rock bottom. HELPP!
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heyy
i know what your going through!
i think if its meant to be then it will work out.
my friend cameron and i were like that.2 years older and everything.and when i was in 8th grade and he was in 10th we wanted to date but he said no because he liked being single and if it was meant to happen it would.and now im going to be a sophmore and he's going to be a senior.and i KNOW that seems like forever but its really not.its hard i know but me and cam never stopped talking.and we are on the road to dating.
soooo good luck!
-amber
I'm going through a similar situation, only in fast forward I guess. My best friend and I have been friends for about 10 years now. what we have is amazing. And I'm in love with him. I told him this. And he said that he wouldn't want to date me because our friendship is worth way more to him than being able to kiss me. We already have everything a relationship needs, only we're not having sex or making out. Simple? No. I realized a while ago, that he's right. As much as I want him to want me the same way that I want him, it's not worth it. Not now anyways.
If you guys start to date now, can you see your future? Can you see you guys being married? If it doesn't work out, things may not be the same. But, see, I'm moving three hours away to go to college, and it's going to break my heart, but when I come back in two years, if our friendship is still strong, then I'll know that this guy is the one for me!
Try waiting a little bit. You said he's not msging you as much anymore. Ask him whats up. Find out. Before you go wasting your time on a stupid boy that just doesn't think of you "in that way" make sure he's worth it. Make him chase you. Make him want you. Now you're still young, and so is he.
At this point, through grade nine, most of the guys I knew were really only interested in sex. yupppiee! lol Maybe he has more respect for you. Maybe he thinks you deserve more right now. By the time you reach grade 11 or 12...I'm not sure when you guys graduate (me.. grade 11) you're friendship will be amazing. And you'll feel great knowing that you're both ready for a serious relationship. you'll be able to ski that awlkard dating part...since you guys will know everything about eachother already.
Thats just my idea.... my advice for you...
Good luck.